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22 September 2003 @ 05:58 pm
A thousand eyes turning blue...  
You know what's really irritating? Having five bajillion things to do that you really *need* to do and yet not even a single scrap of motivation. I need to be motivated. Someone should motivate me. How could that happen? Could I buy a motivator, or you know, maybe rent one? Someone to just sit next to me and point at the huge mess in front of me and say "Clean that." and then point at my reading and say "Read that." and then point at things I should be writing and say "Write that."

Gwarf. Maybe this is one of those signs that I *shouldn't* drop out of college and get a job because I'm obviously nowhere near ready for real life. *hides in happy college bubble*

I want chai. I'm going to stop whining now.
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Current Music: Violent Femmes - Gone Daddy Gone
Ilexa: Sex -- velvetgloveilexa on September 22nd, 2003 10:00 pm (UTC)
I'm a really good enabler. Would that work?
pure FORESHADOWING: profilenifra_idril on September 23rd, 2003 06:53 am (UTC)
God, that would probably help plenty....
Cellicelli on September 22nd, 2003 10:10 pm (UTC)
oy, I hear you.

I just want a nap. That's all. And I know I have to work on this assignment. I know if I sleep I won't get up when the alarm goes off.

But my bed is so soft...and it has kitties on it...
pure FORESHADOWING: Thinking Clarknifra_idril on September 23rd, 2003 06:54 am (UTC)
Aww...kitties! I want kitties...

Good luck on your assignment, hon.
Celli: laughcelli on September 23rd, 2003 08:02 am (UTC)
They're very nice kitties.

Well, Batman is insane (I just went into the house proper to get my Accounting textbook and he was headbutting me to get me to pet him) but still.

And the assignment is done. Finally. Four hours solid tonight, plus at least eight or nine yesterday, plus three or four earlier this week. On *one* assignment.


Now I am going to bed, darnit. Heeeeere kitties...
Bunglegirlbunglegirl on September 22nd, 2003 10:18 pm (UTC)
Go back and read all the comments on ADS and how much we all adore you and your stories. Will that motivate you to write more ADS?

I wish I could go back into the happy college bubble. I want back in!
pure FORESHADOWINGnifra_idril on September 23rd, 2003 06:55 am (UTC)
*pulls you back into the happy college bubble by the wrist* It's warm and dry in here.

...and thank you -- I'm working on more ADS. I don't want to make promises because I don't know what my courseload is going to be like but I kind of think that this chapter might come faster than the others have. I know I'm really slow...but WiP, right? It's in progress...really.
Bunglegirlbunglegirl on September 23rd, 2003 03:36 pm (UTC)
Slow is fine, I'm happy that people like you put your time, effort and talent into writing and sharing it with all of us non-writers.
Jonathan Toews does not want a sandwich.svmadelyn on September 22nd, 2003 11:27 pm (UTC)

Maybe I'm psychic? Everyone is procrastinating these days. It's a procrastinating plague, I say! So come on over if you want, and earn your bragging rights if you accomplish something. *g* I think I'll do some goofy insane post for all the people who chime in, something to congratulate them. *is pondering*
pure FORESHADOWING: pretty angelinanifra_idril on September 23rd, 2003 06:57 am (UTC)
....when isn't there a procrastinating plague? *G* I mean, I know that any given day I can be found procrastinating on any number of issues. But, yay for bragging rights. They're a great motivator!
J Calanthe: trustnoonelexjcalanthe on September 22nd, 2003 11:28 pm (UTC)
I'm probably not supposed to tell you this, but I struggle with the same sort of motivation stuff in "real life." As do many of the people I know.

Also, I love to tell people what to do, so you know, track me down on IM or something and I'll be stern with you if you like. *g*

pure FORESHADOWINGnifra_idril on September 23rd, 2003 06:58 am (UTC)
*G* Thanks, I'll come find you next time I need stern ness.

And, god, poor Lex. I'm sorry, but looking at your icon has me all Lex-lovin'. I sure do love me some Lex.
-_-echoskeleton on September 23rd, 2003 12:16 am (UTC)
Hmm, I don't know. I love the college bubble too, but when you're an adult you've got money to motivate you.

I don't know if this will help, but, *points at ADS* Write that! Now!

pure FORESHADOWING: hot!clarknifra_idril on September 23rd, 2003 06:56 am (UTC)
*salutes* Yes ma'am.