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18 October 2004 @ 08:42 pm
bury my heart at wounded knee, which is where i now live.  
when your body stops doing what it is supposed to do, suddenly everything takes eons and is a whole affair, and you just want to cry with frustration/rage/helplessness all the time. or, you do if you're me. plus, i'm not that great at handling large amounts of pain. it totally blows, and so i am utterly dispirited and hurting and hating a lot of things right now. most things, really.

i owe emails. i owe comments. i owe many, many things. mainly, though, all i seem to be able to do is whine/rage/weep. and i've got a month of this to look forward to. and so do you, as readers of my painjournal. er, livejournal.

so, in lieu of any actual content, i will instead make demands: porn and cake. that's what i want, petulant/exhausted four year old that i am.
Current Mood: horrid.
Current Music: storm - godspeed you black emperor
sageness on October 18th, 2004 06:47 pm (UTC)
Nifra Sue for you
Chloe moves the tv over a bit, pops a dvd into the player, and finally comes over to the bed bearing a fully laden breakfast tray.

"Here," Chloe says, placing the steaming teapot on the nightstand and pouring out two mugs.

"Wow," you murmur, staring at the plate in front of you. There's an enormous wedge of yellow-iced cake, garnished with red, ripe strawberries.

Chloe climbs gingerly up onto the other side of the bed, taking care not to jar your knee. "It's lemon chiffon, extra moist." She hides a grin at the sound of your stomach rumbling.

"But--" You look from her to the tv, but the pain meds are making coherent sentences a chore.

"Patience," she says, propping the pillows up behind you both. Then she takes the remote from the tray, flips on the power, and asks with a gleam in her eye, "Do you want to start with girls or with boys?"


Heal fast, lovely.
pure FORESHADOWING: Chloe!nifra_idril on October 18th, 2004 11:49 pm (UTC)
Re: Nifra Sue for you
*curls up your lap* thank you, babe. you and chloe are excellent nursemaids.