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16 November 2004 @ 01:29 am
I may be an alien.  
Okay, so here's the thing: I take everything at face value. I mean, I really do. This doesn't make me naive, but it also means that I'm just not suspicious. If someone says something to me, I don't try to think of what it really means. I more or less just accept it, and go on with my life.

Because that's how I operate. I say what I mean, like 95 times out 100. Sometimes I couch it in as diplomatic terms as possible, but I always feel weird about that and then end up blurting out my raw opinion like so much word vomit.

I figure that if people want to talk to me, they'll talk to me, and that if they don't they won't. And that's cool, that's the way things should work. What you see is what you get. That's more or less just my assumption about the world more often than not.

And so if you're new to this journal, or if you've been here for a while, let me tell you: this is what you get. I am just this giddy and crazy and cracked out and stressed and weird.

I also want to apologize if I've ever been weird or dismissive to anyone -- or if you've felt that I have been. Because it's really not meant that way. It's *truly* not. I am just -- you know. Easily distracted, crazy, the like. But I'm also really straightforward, and I try to be as honest as I can be. Or, I feel like I do.

Also, there's nothing that's prompted this. I've just been thinking for a while, and I feel weirdly like my personality is kind of oddly unsuited for LJ and AIM and that kind of thing. I am a dish best served in person. But, yes -- I just wanted to say that. So, you know. Your PSA is over, back to your regularly scheduled whatevers.
 
 
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Current Music: My Beautiful Defence-Thea Gilmore
 
 
 
when she smiles it's like a revelation: Snugfox1013 on November 19th, 2004 01:00 am (UTC)
*snugs*

Well, I did, for a while, based on having only met you online, think you were psychotic.

But then I met you, and that was proven true, so it was all cool.

*snugs the you tons*

Besides, you'd be no fun if you were more normal. We like you like this. Weird quirks and all.


P.S. How much can I not hear "word vomit" without thinking of Mean Girls? SO MUCH.

*hugs once more for good measure*
pure FORESHADOWING: big pimpin'nifra_idril on November 21st, 2004 05:55 pm (UTC)
The word vomit was just for you. *snugs you more*