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06 January 2005 @ 11:25 pm
Telling stories  
So, the end of the year meme makes me uncomfortable, and I'll tell you why -- the 'telling stories' question. Because it makes me think on a meta-level what it says about me that I can write some of the stories I've written, and then my carefully constructed self-image of myself as a relatively rational, quirky but vaguely harmless person explodes into this weird, sekritly sociopathic threat to humanity as we know it. I mean, I suppose in order to *write* someone like Tom Riddle or Lionel Luthor, I must be able to *understand* on some instinctive level, and that means that, I, too am a total and complete ice cold fuck on the inside.

Which, you know, I guess I could be more or less fine with, if ultimately that turns out to be the truth.

It's possible I think far, far too much, and in a much too circular logic kind of way.

Oh, in other news: the ring's off my finger, though I do have a very interesting bruise there. I keep staring at it and thinking that if it was on the correct ring-finger and I had been married, ever, it would be a really cool metaphor for -- you know, something.

I think maybe later I'll do a recs post. I've read a million hundred stories I've loved lately, but right now I'm too pre-occupied with wanting to make and eat cookies. More with the eating; if someone were to make them for me, I wouldn't say no. That's for sure.
Current Mood: hungryhungry
owzersowzers on January 7th, 2005 05:09 am (UTC)
I'm Gonna Bribe You With My Killer Cookies Recipe
Okay, my back is to the wall. You win! I've been wishing and hoping and praying and scheming for you to finish your "Deeper Season" WIP! *sobs uncontrollably* - to no avail. So, here's the deal, if you finish it? I will provide you with my grandmother's Sourcream Sugar Cookie with Buttercream Frosting recipe, which is more addictive than crack....seriously. They are thick, fragrant, soft, and melt in your mouth and make you moan, plus your eyes roll back into your head with each bite. So, whaddaya think????? Hmmmmm????