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11 May 2005 @ 07:14 pm
I can feel it, and it feels like desperation and carcinogenics.  
Tonight will be another all nighter. I had planned for all of those to be over. Plans, apparently, mean nothing. This is something that shouldn't, really, surprise me. But strangely, it does. And after the working comes the packing, and really? Another week or two in the semester wouldn't over all be a bad thing.

Which I can't believe has been my mantra for the past few days. I mean, I say it, and I stare and say, "That just came out of my mouth, didn't it? What am I, sick?"

Clearly, yes. Yes, I am.

I owe comments like nobody's business. This should shock no one. I've got terrible netiquette, and I'm really sorry about that, guys. I just -- am, I suppose, entirely flaky. Or, rather, spending most of my time running around like a chicken on amphetamines with my head cut off, and that is not a pretty sight. Believe you me.

You should all expect perhaps a ridiculous amount of spam from me. Tonight, and also most likely tomorrow night. I apologize in advance, as most of it will probably be entirely cracked out, but then again, when am I not cracked out? I mean, really. When? Think on that for a bit, and get back to me.

Furthermore, hi new people? Things you should know about me (beyond the hideous netiquette, and yeah, it shames me, but I should really just own it, I suppose and try to make it into a charming character quirk if possible, like those people that smooth out your eyebrows when you talk to them) include 1) I'm very enthusiastic, 2) I am as easy as one of the dancing girls in Reefer Madness when it comes to fandoms, so you'll probably see a lot of talking about a lot of fandoms here, and 3) I'm weird. I'm really weird. I do weird things. I know. This is a shock.

So, if you wanted to just say hey, *gestures vaguely downward toward comments* offer words of encouragement regarding the total Ordeal (and I mean the kind where you have to reach into a barrel of hot coals and hold onto a burning stone in order to prove your innocence) that tonight is going to be, I'd appreciate it. Dear God, would I ever.

I'm going to go...procrastinate by cleaning. Or possibly, just procrastinate. *sobs* svmadelyn, when will it be our Day of Jubilee? When?
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Current Music: Most Of The Time-Bob Dylan
Jonathan Toews does not want a sandwich.svmadelyn on May 11th, 2005 11:16 pm (UTC)
I don't know when it will be our day of Jubliee! I'm just going to show up for that eight a.m. exam tomorrow and see if I get it up enough to talk to the man. Um. Sunday? We could do Sunday since you're still working, sug. Sunday's a nice day....and things will be....finished on your end? Hopefully?
celli on May 11th, 2005 11:16 pm (UTC)
*hugs and study vibes*
lalejandra on May 11th, 2005 11:17 pm (UTC)
Would you like to address the rumors that this journal is just a sock puppet and you're really Vin Diesel, pining away for Patrick Swayze?

Don't lie -- you know you
want his sexy ass. Oh, baby,
Oh, Patrick Swayze!
pure FORESHADOWING: CRAZY EYES!nifra_idril on May 12th, 2005 01:23 am (UTC)
Listen, okay, just because I'm way tall and buff and hot and stuff doesn't mean that my really true and deep seated feelings for Patrick Swayze are a joke! You wanna step to this? I, Vin Diesel, will kick your ass in the name of my true love for Patrick Swayze. You get that? Punk?
Sweet Melissavorsythia on May 11th, 2005 11:20 pm (UTC)
those people that smooth out your eyebrows when you talk to them

Ummm, are you sure those people exist? Are they perhaps, people that only appear when you've been up all night staring at a computer screen? I'm not judging or anything (believe me, I have no right); I'm just curious. Anyway, good luck. You can do it!

And say hi to the eyebrow-smoothing people for me tomorrow morning.
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BUT HARRY STYLES: F&F by brooklinegirlestrella30 on May 12th, 2005 12:02 am (UTC)
This is, quite possibly, the best. Comment. EVER.

(And that's not even saying anything about the *accuracy* of it *g*)
Epistolary Smackepistolarysmack on May 12th, 2005 01:39 am (UTC)
New person, just saying hey, as it were. I LOVE your writing. It's impossible NOT to love your writing.
sageness on May 12th, 2005 05:30 am (UTC)
Oh babydoll. *pets you*

*brews you fresh coffee and plunks down a fresh pack of cigs*

You CAN get through this. You CAN. And then you can sleep for three days or so. *g*
original sinsuality: Buffy - prophetsladyvivien on May 12th, 2005 09:31 am (UTC)
hey ;) I friended you a month or so ago, I think. Probably via that nexus of fannish goodness known as fox1013. And, y'know. Consider me all encourage-y.
millysdaughtermillysdaughter on May 12th, 2005 02:13 pm (UTC)
If you want to procrastinate by cleaning, come to my house!