September 23rd, 2003

BEAR THREAT!!!!

Are you still...

Ever wake up and then sort of stumble your way through the day, kind of...bleary eyed the whole time? Today's been mad low key - like most days - but kind of oddly off the whole time. I can't really describe why and/or how, but just...off. Nothing's wrong, I just feel incredibly awkward today and for no reason. Like whenever I talk to someone they're giving off social cues I'm not picking up or something. Or like my head is somewhere else entirely. Which, you know, is probably the case - in fact, it's the case most of the time as I tend to have difficulty letting go of stories, or maybe they have difficulty letting go of me. I'm used to being stuck in daydream fog - that's cool, that's something I can deal with - it's just...today I feel like I'm in the fog, but suddenly there are sharp edges. Maybe not sharp, but pointy sticky-outy.

I digress.

Anyway, things can only go up from here for the following reasons: 1) Fiction class in a half hour (no words for how much I love that class!) 2) going home on Friday. God, I'm so excited about that.

I don't know why, but lately the idea of going home has totally obsessed me. It's like I *have* to - like going home will re-energize me, or make me more me than I've been lately. I think the summer took more out of me than I thought it had, so home will be helpful in that way.

I want something exciting to happen *right now*, and yet...nothing is happening. Dammit. Didn't the universe get the memo that *I'm* in charge, hmm? Hmm?

Ack. I have too much reading to do tonight. It's insane. Insanity. Totally lunacy, I tell you. Maybe I'll do it...then again. Maybe not. Oh yeah, I'm a *rebel*. Look at me rebelling by not reading *all* of the Euripedes I'm supposed to.

I'm a Loose. Canon. Or something to that effect.
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