You know what's really irritating? Having five bajillion things to do that you really *need* to do and yet not even a single scrap of motivation. I need to be motivated. Someone should motivate me. How could that happen? Could I buy a motivator, or you know, maybe rent one? Someone to just sit next to me and point at the huge mess in front of me and say "Clean that." and then point at my reading and say "Read that." and then point at things I should be writing and say "Write that."
Gwarf. Maybe this is one of those signs that I *shouldn't* drop out of college and get a job because I'm obviously nowhere near ready for real life. *hides in happy college bubble*